I am Still Here... I promise!

I have had a huge responsce of prayers and people contacting me or trying to :)... Anyways I am ok.. Yes I am human. I am trying to take a deep breath and just get back on.. For some reason.. getting on my Horse out in the field after we both took a tumble seems eaiser than this... My  Mom starts chemo this Comming friday. I am tryin.. Trying to get my head on straight and get my house back together. I have so many things that need to be done. I just keep looking around and going.. OK where do I start.. I start once place and then I get frustrated and move to something else. But I am getting now where... Funny how my life and my diet. Are in the same boat... I am not going to stop as long as Dr. Shafer  will stand by me.. And I hope he sitll will.

I have always done things the hard way in life.. I guess this is no diffrerent. To the rest of things that I do I fill like I am just spinning wheels. .I always have to do it the hard way. I dont know why that is. I want to lose. I want to be healthy. And right now. I need to be more than ever. My family my child my whole family needs me. I just try to keep that going in my head,

Thank you all for the coments. E-mail's  thoughts and prayers. I am just trying to weather the storm right now. If you want to contact me personally

Hayleys_mom_2@yahoo.com is the best way. Thank you again for all your prayers and thinking of me. I want this soo much.I just got to get my Cowgirl hat back on right. And hop on.

Kristina

Posted: Jul 11 2009, 12:04 PM by Kristina | with 1 comment(s)

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Kimmie said:

:), there is a song that when i heard it I just bawled my eyes out and said that is me and my struggles-just trying to go day to day-the song is "THE CLIMB",Lord knows I have a LOT of mountains I have crossed and SO MANY more I have to get over:),with lots of faith,love and prayer and GOD's will I WILL,and so shall YOU.all my thoughts and prayers are w/you and your mom:)

# July 14, 2009 5:36 AM